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Sometimes I feel crazy, Like I'm losing little bits of me. I am whole for awhile than shatter desperately. I am lonely, utterly. I fall apart while you're touching me. I feel everything but nothing completes me.

I can almost see us as something, the beginning of passion, and things gone wrong. You are the best mistake, I've made in awhile. Your touch has consumed me, driven me to madness, a wonderful distraction that occupies all my lusts. I want you to indulge me, for the longest of whiles. I would keep you, If you let me. We could be something Worthwhile.

Unsure You frighten me, the only time I feel peace is when you are near me. A calm settles, everything is where it needs to be. I feel silly, Or is this love? I don't remember this with the others, Not that there were many. My thoughts are consumed, this is obsession. A hopeless desire, an imagined destiny. I'm trying to get you out of my head, get out of your bed. A passion (between us), I thought didn't exist. It's like fire dancing, I should feel foolish. I'm stepping on tip toes, doing all the wrong things. I see you again, and there's that spark. A smile that stays on my face all day, unnatural, completely. Soul